why...? oh.. why...??

ihhhhhhh...

knp siiiih....?????

ko spertinya saat ak merasa sangat normal, ternyata publik [yaelah, publik!!] mengatakan sebaliknya????

am i a real twisted freak?
am i only 18% normal compared to 'a million or so' people?
gawd damn!!!!


hiahihihihihihihi....

but to be honest....

hm...... i feel kinda unique.

haaa,,,, shitfull..!

many peole asked me about this blog's posting,
hey asked me "is this the real u?"
uuh,,, i just can't answer it.

i dunno. is it the real me? or just the un-leashed me? or the imaginary me?

aaaah..........
too sick to think about it.

u know, writing is my theraphy to get myself on one piece.

so, maybe... these writing are about something that i'm not.

who knows?
and who wouldn't know?

it's up to u to make the judgement.

and whatever ur judgement will be, i tell u ... i dun give a damn or a single shit about it.

ngahahahaha,,,,....

dun blame me for bein such a bitch.
but ur judgement, means nothin to me, honey.