Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Back to old me..!!! Yaaay

C'mon.. Smangaaaat irmaaaa..!!!!
Hold urself together and find ur old self.. Get back all those sophisticated way of thinking wit increased skills as a survivor..!!!
Back to old me with stunning character and independency..!

I got lost yesterday, bcos I tried way too hard.. I stop trying now,I stop pushing myself and just let everything happen in natural ways.. Flowing.. And flowing.. And flowing..
And I can sense them,my lost parts, gettin closer to me.. They're coming closer to me.. I can sense them, I can feel them..
I know I'm on a right path now, all I have to do now is to stay on this path.. And soon, everything will back to their places.. I believe that..
I feel somehow relieved..


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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Bitter or better?

I'm sitting here, listening couple of songs that remind me of me and u few decades back, while watching u sleeping and wondering wut u were dreaming...
Everything now is a riddle for me.. There's always a big question mark on every popped-out thought about us..
Will it remain bitter..?
Or it'll gettin better..?
Bitter or better..?
Time will give the answer..
I'll wait.. And try hard to be me, the old me with all feelings that I have for u, feelings that will not change until the end..
Just remember one thing,darling..$
When I say I don't love u, I lied..
And when u say u love me, I hope it's for real..
Bcos I can't kill those feelings.. It's not fair for them..
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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Waiting the sun..

I am sleepy..
Tired
But I dun wanna go to bed.
I prefer sitting on living room and enjoy myself..
Alone..
In silence..

Happy eid everyone..
Do forgive me for all mistakes I've made, consciously (oops..my bad!) or unconsciously (it's human's nature)
And do prepare for the next upcoming mistakes.. He eh LOL

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

I feel wrecked

I dunno why..
I'm sad and down and desperate and devastated and depressed and so on.. U can add another negative feeling, and believe me there's no limit..


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Uncertainty

Mulai deh.. Klo udh dlm sikon yg kyk gini.. Mulai brisik ni di dalem kpala.. Ada yg bisik2..ada yg triak2.. Akh.. Gaduh.. Pusing...
Jdi mkir gw, apa yg hrs dlakuin yah.. Kok antara mw maju dan diem ja di tempat.. Msh bingung mw mutusin maju atw diem, eh malah mundur gw nya.. Ga sadar pula.. Tahik..
Sbnrnya gw ni dimana koordinatnya.. Klo di cartesius tuh gw di koord mana??? X=0 atw Y=0 ...???!!!!

Pussssssssiiiiingeheeekkkk...!!!!!!

Bete bete bete
Bingung mw ngapain.. Mw tidur tpi blm ngantuk!!!!!
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Friday, September 18, 2009

Friday..

Mmmh... Smalm bis SOTR brg anak2 komplek..
Trus plg ampe rmh pagi, tidorrrrrr..
Woke up @10 then .. Ngapain yah? Grasak grusuk and grasak grusuk trusss..ngapain lgi yah? Ah.. Well.. Another grasak grusuk.. Trusss.. He eh.. Ga tau ngapain lagi.. Auk ah..

Bingung mw nulis paan lgi..
Udh yak..
Ga meaning jga ni tulisan..


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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Demi rambut

Nyehehehehe..
Demi rambut ku rela berpanas2an
Demi rambut ku rela ngantri sejam lebih..
Demi rambut ku rela ... Apa yah? He eh.. Prasaan tdi pas dipikirin byk bgt.. Pas mw dtulis ko ilang smua??

Damn..

Oh iya.. Demi rambut ku rela jdi tambah cantik dan mempesona... Huehehehe
Babik..

Oh yaa.. Demi rambut ku rela kpalaku sakit gr2 tarikan2 si mbak noni..
He eh.. Itu sih emg prosesnya yawh?

Kbelet pipis ini skrg...

Mgkn bgini yah rutinitas jadi "janda sementara" ...

Uuuuuuuw.... Ku trima ku trima ku trima asal rambutku indaaaah.... Tak apa gak pake bju pas lebaran.. Asalkan rambutku indaaaah... Hahahaha


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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Headache..!!!

Napa ini kpala? Headache mulu bawaannya...!!!!!
Ga ckup apa 2hri headache terus2an??!
Msa skrg kudu headache jga?
Damn dimn dumn..

Lama2 bsa krezi ni gara2 kpala sialan yg ga bsa d ajak koordinasi..

Akh... Konyol bin kinyil.. Mkin krezi mikirin gmn cara ngilangin ni headache..

Frik bgt ih ni kpala gw..!!!!!!!


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So..this is how it feels..

Jdi bgini yah rasanya...
Hurt..

Haven't been here for so long, and now I'm here..
Wanna go there, not here...

Take me there.. Once again..
And I'll try my best to not go back here again....

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Friday ...

Senaaaaaang..... Ktemu anggy yg notabene knal dri jaman SMP dri skolah yg beda..
Gmn caranya bs knal?
He eh... Scara sbg anak SMP yg eksis kliaran di PS (najis) ktemu lah ma anggy yg ternyata ngumpul jga ma anak2 brit PS.. Yg lucunya, dlu tuh dy yg paling kecil.. Jadi adeknya anak2... Hehehe .. Eh pas ktemu dy balik dr US, astagaaa.. She is a woman now, not a lil girl anymore...!!!
Aiiiih...lsg deh maen k rmhnya, trus nginep.... Girls nite out...!!!! Trus malas2an ampe jam sgini.... It's amazing how the world could make people change...
Pgnnya nginep ampe minggu, tpi... Boleh ga ya ma my parents?
We'll see later gmn klanjutannya...

It was a wonderful friday.. Well..
Last but not least...

<B> HAPPY SATURDAY </b>

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Raining @midnite

Waaaah.... Ujaaaan.... Tiba2 feeling so romantic... And... Decided to sleep..

Eh eh.. Kbelet pipissss... Masuk kamar mandi dan ternyata.... Wew... I forgot to flush my toilet... Damnnn.... E'e msh ngambang dsana... Kira2 udh satu jam lah.... Sumpah ngrasa bego binti idiot bnerrr... Nyeeeeeeeh.... Ngapa yah makin lama makin bego... Skippppp mulu....
Hehhehhehe.... Sketika my craving for romance menghilang, tergantikan oleh self-pity.. Mengapa oh mengapa.... Gw hrus lupa ngeflush, pdhl gw yakin bgt tdi gw cebok, pake sabun pulaaa (ahay penting gaseeeee??!)
Dan untungnya sleepy feelingnya ga ilang gara2 liat tokai yg sudah mengembang mengambang di lobang wc.... Pheeeeew....
Mkin ngrasa frik bgt deeeehh...
Apakah gw udah mulai mencapai tingkat krezi yg parah???

He eh.. Like I care.. Bodo.. Udh ah mw tidur... Romantic feeling hw udh sisa 11% ... Mmmh... 89% nya self-pity.. Hohohoho..

Catcha later...
*smooch*

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Tonite

Luckily mood-swing bein nice on me.. Just feel a bit tired bcos of endless tasks and assigments.. But I got thru nicely.. Pfiuuuh..
And as for tonite.. Mmmh... Feel so sleepy but I'm still hoping to hear a fairytale bfore I fly into unconsciousness...
Wish me a very good luck for tomorrow..
I wanna have a luvly day, and it'll cost so much luck..
Do pray for me, fella..

I really need to shut down my brain for a while...

Enuff for tonite..
Nite2 everyone..
Tha2..

Luv u all .. (Haha.. I lied..!!)


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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

pure shores

Ive crossed the deserts for miles
Swam water for time
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call mine (Im comin, Im comin)
A piece of something to call mine (Im comin comin closer to you)

Ran along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine (Im comin, Im comin)
Is the place I can call mine (Im comin comin closer to you)

Chorus
Im movin, Im comin
Can you hear what I hear?
Its calling you my dear out of reach
(take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
Im comin not drowning, swimming closer to you

Never been here before
Im intrigued, Im unsure
Im searching for more
Ive got something thats all mine (got something thats all mine)
Ive got something thats all mine (got something thats all mine)

Take me somewhere I can breathe
Ive got so much to see
This is where I want to be
In a place I can call mine (call mine)
In a place I can call mine (call mine)

Chorus
Im movin, Im comin
Can you hear what I hear?
Its calling you my dear out of reach
(take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
Im comin not drowning, swimming closer to you

Movin, comin, can you hear what I hear? (hear it out of reach)
I hear it calling you
Swimming closer to you

Many faces I have seen
Many places I have been
Walked the deserts, swam the shores (coming closer to you)
Many faces I have known
Many ways in which Ive grown
Movin closer on my own (coming closer to you)

Im movin, I feel it
Im comin, not drowning
Im movin, I feel it
Im comin, not drowning

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Egoistic time

I dunno why..
Some parts of me demand me to be egoist..
But I can't..
There r many people that I cared so much..
But I'm overloading my capacity..
I need help
I want someone to understand and rescue me..
Hug, kiss, talking all nite long.. Wutever..
I wanna love myself.. But I can't .. I'm loving someone more than I love myself..
Is it wrong?
I feel myself rotten from inside..
It's killing me....
Damn... It's killing me..
Wut am I supposed to do?

Help me,love..
Only u..

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nyeeeeeehhhhhh ....... romantisssshiiiiitttt 90an

Sunday, September 6, 2009

My conscious decreased

La la la...

This is my shitty nite...........

Couple drinks and I'm drunk... Uh uh..
Some1 still up tonite..??

Let's have a shitty talk.. Really wanna have a dumb chitchat..

Anyone...???
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Friday, September 4, 2009

Still wanna give a slap

Pertanyaan :
1. Slap sapa?
2. Knp slap?

Jawaban :
1. Slap my brother's face
2. Knp? Krn klo slap itu brasa lebih perih terus nimbulin bekas yg oke.. Cap tlapak tangan gw.. Klo punch mah biasa.. Haha.. Btw, gw kn cewe.. Mw identikal ahhh... Huehehehehehe...

Udah udah udah..

Ga usah nanya yg macem2...

Males gw jawabnya....

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

hayooooo... Lamount...!!!! smangaaaaatttt....!!!!

ayooo...dunguuu...

smangat smangat smangat...!!

smoga sbelum akhir minggu ketiga udah beres smuanyaaaaa...



hehe,... apaan sihhh???
tau ahhhhh...... 

mw nulis yg norak2 ja tentang lamount...

kyknya lagi berlimpah ruah nihhhh

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Still about huawei,.

Nih... Klo msh kurang jelas ..
Daku tambahkan lagi gambarnya..
Hohohoho...

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Huawei esia modifikasi

Nah..nah..
Cba liat ni huawei esia..
Bentuknya mengikuti kontur muka.. Lebih nyaman klo dpake nelpon..

Bntuk mangap kyk mulut buaya, bisa didiriin jga dgn balance yg bagus..

Hehehe....

Tolong ksh feedback bgmn mnurut lo, huawei terbaru ini..
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