am gonna givin away my "single" status

yea.. wat a ffckin lousy title..

mau ga mau, sayang...
trima aja yah? [eh.. ?]

after a few nice [shitty] moments wit sumone.
and after a few [awesome] turbulent moments wit sumone.

and... i've come to a big [un-important] decision.

hell.. yea... i am gonna give away my "single" status.
but still dunno when.

and.. ehm.. tired of bein single.
believe it or not, honey.
even a ffckin heartless whore like me, can feel a bit tired of "singleness"

but chirrup, darl.
dat doesn't mean dat i'm gonna retired from bein a ffckin heartless and loveless whore.

for a women [or a girl? damn!] like me..
it's not too hard bein involve in a loveless relationship.
but i choose to involve in a kind of lovefull relationship.

dough... luv???? wat's dat all about? suddenly talkin 'bout luv?
not tryin to be so ffckin sentimental, or mellow or watever.
am just tryin to find and experience a nu life [if dat's wat u called life]

hm... am so ffckin bored, darl.
life's been kinda challenge-less nowadays, my life it is, for sure.

so...

like it or not
am takin dis decision, and not accepting any objection from u guys.
[does ur opinion really matter? who da ffck r u, man...???!!]

okay,..
enuff wit the craps.

straight to d point, now.
cos my fingers feel kinda stiff.

as my "single" status will be dumped away..

i inform u all.

dat i am in luv.

ha..? back again to "luv" ?
can i luv?
can i luv when i am heartless?
hehehehe....
surely i can.

i am in luv wit my self.
and am gonna married to myself.

even tho, when i'm in a relationship [ouch..!] wit sumone other than myself,
it is just bcos i need "in relationship" status.

just to make my parents feel relieved.
so dat they wont have to feel worried and wondering to theirselves.
"why our ffckin insane daughter doesn't hav a boyfriend?"

do u understand?

cos it's so annoying hearing the same lame question over n over again.
"dont u wanna hav a boyfriend?"

aaaaarrggghhh.................. it makes me hoping dat i could be deaf for a while.

uhm... am ffckin tired typing.

i guess, i've made these things clear. haven't i?

okay then.

c u.

luv u [but not as much as i luv myself!!!! u know dat for sure!!]