Keanehan yg sbenernya baru dmulai sekarang

it's been too long since i stucked in this delirium.

yesterday i was in luv, today not in luv, later? dunno..

Maybe it's bcos im heartless, i cant even know my real feelings towards sumone.

jadi..hmm...kmaren2 i thought that ada keanehan dlm hidup gw. Yah, yg berhubungan ma this heartless thing, dan ternyata keanehan yg enjoyable itu semu. duh,.. karena keanehan yg sbenernya bru aja dimulai malam tadi. havent sleep from nite until now, thinking about last nite. ah.. a fckin torchering wonderful nite [halah..].. damn, it's kiling me!!

hmmph...capek rasanya klo hrus terus2an nge-stuck dlm absurditas ini.tapi ga mau brenti juga. duh..gmana sih? gmana dunk? gmana yah? hahahaha... goblok.hiahahaha,... dbawa santaiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... pastinya siiiih... tpi teteppppp...!! ada aja bagian paniknya, bagian tegangnya, bagian dodolnya. tau ah...i am scaredddddddd... scared of this, scared of him. scared of what i felt. scared of what im feeling. scared of what i will feel. la .. la .. la .. am i less heartless now? i might be..yea..that is interesting..hohoho.... bcos i know it's only a matter of time til u walk out. hmmm...

damn..!! why do u have to be so mean ???!!

damn..!! why do u have to be so devilish ???!!

damn..!!

why do u have to be so lovable, darling...??