bein' so fckin philosopic...

tdi dpt kunjungan tak terduga dari seseorang yg tinggal di palembang.
ngahahahaha,.... alin...... akirnya kau berkunjung juga yaaaaah.

thanks lah, buat ur visit wit ur friends yg ternyata,,,,... ngahahaha..... hebatttt!!!
bawa oleh2 pula, yg sdh lama tak kutemui...

trus... dlm keadaan yg teler ini.... hihihihiiiii
kpikiran sesuatu,
ah........ another 'topik-berat'.
yg spertinya [as usual] tak akan ditemukan jawabannya.

hmm... pikiran pertama.......... who am i? [ngahahahaha............. pertanyaan klise bgt!]
tpi bner loh... kpikiran....
i wonder, klo gw dikasih nama lain. apakah gw akan menjadi org yg beda?
then....... apakah jati diri itu emg udh ditetapkan sbelum gw lahir?
maksud gw, yah..... gw udh ditentuin lahir sbagai manusia,
ga bisa milih kan mau jadi binatang atau pohon ataw batu,dan yg lebih kurang signifikan dari itu, pnampilan fisik.
ya ga? kita ga bisa milih kan mau punya tampang yg kyk apa, entah mau idung yg mancung, atau rambut pirang atau tinggi atau gemuk... ya... shitty things like dat lah.
crucificial tpi we can do nothing except accept it.
is it fair enuf?
was it unreasonable dat i hadn't been allowed to have any say in wat i would look like?
mksd gw, yah, tampang udh dicetak dari sononya,.
it's not like i hate my face or body or something,
i luv being me, with every character i had and my physical appearance.
that's a grateful give from GOD, and as someone who has faith in GOD, i'm truly thankful for dat.
[i'm a narcist, so... wat's d matter?]

then, came a second thought....
'in some point, something must came from nothing'
hahahahahaa....
more pointless...
ya ga sih?
setiap sesuatu pasti ada permulaannya,.
tapi dari permulaan itu pasti juga bermula dari sesuatu,dan apakah mungkin ada sesuatu yg emg udh exist dari sananya?
mungkin ga?
ya balik lagi...
there must be something that came from nothing,
but was dat possible?
wasn't dat just as impossible as the idea dat the world had already existed?
tapi balik lagi ke masalah ke-Tuhan-an.
pasti Tuhan kan yg menciptakan dunia,
dala mstiap agama, dlm setiap kitab, hal itu udh tertulis dgn jelas.
dan tentunya pemikiran dominan di setiap org adalah : Tuhan yg menciptakan Alam semesta.
but wat about God Himself?
Had he created Himself out of nothing?
He created everything, he could create every things.
but he could hardly create himself [just my thought no offense please...] before he had a 'self' to create wit.

so.................. there only one conclusion to this things.
God must be had always existed.

yesh.... dat is the most logical thinking in sortof unlogical way.

auk ahhhhhhhhhhh

puyengggggggggggggggg.....

ngahahahahaha..... si jalang lagi nyari penyakit lagiiiii............

gonna awake the whole nite thinking and wondering about dis fuckin pointless answerless thought.

oh.... damn!!!!!!