Friday, February 26, 2010

A bit fear

suddenly makin yakin harus full strength ngadepin bln maret.

Dengan expenses yg akan membengkak bgt dan ga bisa di press krn smua nya bersifat urgensi, dtambah lagi dengan permasalahan lain.

It's not about love thing, tpi nyerempet dikit siih..
Well, after a big cut-off time, skrg bneran hrus memikirkan kmungkinan (yg sudah pasti) utk pisah.
It's damn hard pastinya..
Even tho there's still a commitment that we hold..
Tapi, changing routines and habit itu ga gampang kan?
Wlpn udh byk yg berubah, still it won't be easy.

Actually..I'm afraid..
takut klo nantinya trnyata I'm doin better without him,
takut klo nantinya trnyata I feel more comfortable without him,
takut klo nantinya I don't need him anymore..

Takut..

Konyol memang..

Tapi rasa takut itu wajar bukan..?
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