Pleasure..

hold a cutter wit cold n shaky hand.heart beats faster as d cutter gettin nearer to ur skin.
draw a thin line there.
ur skin is ur canvas.
make ur masterpiece.
take a heavy breath...
can u feel it..??
as d sharpness of it touch n cut ur skin, ur heart beats slower.
breath...
draw another thin line.draw draw n draw!
until u feel enuff.
until ur breath is lightened.
relieved in despair.
see d existence of significant red.
pain.pleasure.
do not reject.
feel it them.wit ur all.wit ur dim soul.wit ur unexisted moment of happiness.
see...??
that's d beauty of pain.
accept n feel...
beautiful pleasure of temporary pain.