Wednesday, September 9, 2009

pure shores

Ive crossed the deserts for miles
Swam water for time
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call mine (Im comin, Im comin)
A piece of something to call mine (Im comin comin closer to you)

Ran along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine (Im comin, Im comin)
Is the place I can call mine (Im comin comin closer to you)

Chorus
Im movin, Im comin
Can you hear what I hear?
Its calling you my dear out of reach
(take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
Im comin not drowning, swimming closer to you

Never been here before
Im intrigued, Im unsure
Im searching for more
Ive got something thats all mine (got something thats all mine)
Ive got something thats all mine (got something thats all mine)

Take me somewhere I can breathe
Ive got so much to see
This is where I want to be
In a place I can call mine (call mine)
In a place I can call mine (call mine)

Chorus
Im movin, Im comin
Can you hear what I hear?
Its calling you my dear out of reach
(take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
Im comin not drowning, swimming closer to you

Movin, comin, can you hear what I hear? (hear it out of reach)
I hear it calling you
Swimming closer to you

Many faces I have seen
Many places I have been
Walked the deserts, swam the shores (coming closer to you)
Many faces I have known
Many ways in which Ive grown
Movin closer on my own (coming closer to you)

Im movin, I feel it
Im comin, not drowning
Im movin, I feel it
Im comin, not drowning

Sunday, September 7, 2008

my conscience

Fading sun above the city of dusts
i stare out of the windowas far as my eyes do not betray me
People mistaking happiness for lust
easier for me to follow
somehow my conscience won't let me
swimming in a sea of hipocrisy
dreams vaporizing in skies of lies
hope withers dust to rust
I am what my conscience is
I am what I know is good
I am what I believe in...

--nucky--

as u walk by......

as you walk bymy heartit perishesto dustto kill theearth's crustfailed to seecause of blindnessas with nointention walks my feettoward the wonders of theworld and die amongthe flowersas the peel likea ravishing diesasecorrupted hearthurting meas blood runscold slippingthrough fingersand running crosshides just behindthe transparentdisguisepiercing eyesinject thefleshas it boilshot androtsthe skullseject the bodiesas silentlywe stareinto the openand find nohopecreatingnothingbut tearingall happinessto treacherousscarpsof heartbreakas then thetentacle oflove iswretched amongall tattered soulsas flames embroiledthe joy you spring she lies embedded in blackroses dead.

--dark princess--

ffffcccck....................

THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE DO,THE HATRED,THE DESPISE,THE AGONY THAT WE WILL MAKE THEM FEEL. WHY DOES ONE DO OTHERS LIKE THAT?MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE THAT THEY KNOW THE DARK SICK SIDE AS THEY WANT TO CALL IT. THE WAY PEOPLE DO WILL GET IT BACK 3 FOLD. BY THE TIME THEY HAVE READ THIS,THE 3 FOLD HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE. NOT FOR THE MEAK,BUT FOR THE WEIRD,FOR THE LOST,FOR THE SOULS THAT CRY AFTER NIGHT. LET THEM THINK HOW PEOPLE ARE. LET THE SHADOWS SEE THE TRUTH. LET THE BLACK MAGIC COME ALIVE. LET THE BEAST COME FROM UNDER THEIR BEDS AND ATTACK. ATTACK THEIR SOULS AT NIGHT AND SEE THE DEMON OF THE HATRED THAT THEY FELT FOR THE OTHER ONES. LET THE BEAST SHOW THEM HOW IT FEELS TO BE TORTURED BY THEIR OWN NEIGHBOR. LET THE WORLD KNOW TONIGHT. . .LET THEM DIE!

Monday, February 18, 2008

sumthin 'bout u

I could talk to you for days
You make me laugh one thousand ways
Not realising (you for me)
Like hot water (and my tea cup)

I'm enchanted by your smile
I must admit took a while
For me to see that (this was something)
More than (he's my friend, it's nothing)

I hope to God, you feel the way I feel
Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

There's something about you
And you don't even know it
I'm telling you know that you got me good
There's something about you
And I can't help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm home, I've gotta let you know
You got me good

Your style your voice your points of view
The good the bad and ugly too
Boy I'll take it (give it to me)
I'll be careful (give it to me)
Addiction don't come close to this
Official is what this shit is
Still I can't say
No I can't say that (I'm in love)

I hope to God, you feel the way I feel
Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

There's something about you
And you don't even know it
I'm telling you know that you got me good
There's something about you
And I can't help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm home,
I've gotta let you know
You got me good

I just wanna
Be your all and all
I just wanna be the one to make you fall
I wanna take you away
I want you to be with me
I want you here with me forever
Be my holliday

Let me take you away

There's something about you
There's something about you
And you don't even know it
I'm telling you know that you got me good
There's something about you
And I can't help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm home, I've gotta let you know
You got me good

[jamelia, sumthin 'bout u]

Monday, December 31, 2007

bu ildinga myst er y

you come out at nightthat's when the energy comesand the dark side's lightand the vampires roam you strut your rasta wear and your suicide poemand a cross from a faiththat died before Jesus cameyou're building a mysteryyou live in a churchwhere you sleep with voodoo dollsand you won't give up the searchfor the ghosts in the hallsyou wear sandals in the snowand a smile that won't wash awaycan you look out the windowwithout your shadow getting in the wayoh you're so beautifulwith an edge and a charmbut so careful when I'm in your arms(chorus)'cause you're workingbuilding a mysteryholding on and holding it inyeah you're workingbuilding a mysteryand choosing so carefullyyou woke up screaming alouda prayer from your secret godyou feed off our fearsand hold back your tearsgive us a tantrum and a know it all grinjust when we need onewhen the evening's thinoh you're a beautifula beautiful fucked up manyou're setting up your razor wire shrine

Monday, December 17, 2007

ISOBEL ... [by Bjork]

seorang jalang berkata kpd saya.
lagu ini... irma bgt..
dunno why..
dun get the point..
but that's the point... his saying is "pointless"
tapi... spertinya ini emang irma bgt yah?


in a forrest pitch-dark
glowed the tiniest spark
it burst into flame
like me
like me
my name isobel
married to myself
my love isobel
living by herself

in a heart full of dust
lives a creature called lust
it surprises and scares
like me
like me
my name isobel
married to myself
my love isobel
living by herself

when she does it she means to
moth delivers her message
unexplaind on your collar
crawling in silencea simple excuse

nana na nananana na nana

in a tower of steel
nature forges a deal
to raise wonderful hell
like me
like me
my name isobel married to myself
my love isobel
living by herself

when she does it she means to
moth delivers her message
unexplain on your collar
crawling in silence
a simple excuse


*darling jalang... aku msh mencari lagu apa yg pas untuk kamu*

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

a bit part of Pagan Poetry [bjork]

I love him,
I love him
I love him,
I love him
I love him,
I love him
I love him,
I love him
She loves him, she loves him

This time
She loves him, she loves him
I'm gonna keep it to myself
She loves him, she loves him She loves him, she loves him

This time
I'm gonna keep me all to myself

She loves him, she loves him

And he makes me want to hurt myself again

She loves him, she loves him She loves him, she loves him

And he makes me want to hand myself over

BIG TIME SENSUALITY.. ah.. yea

i can sense it something importantis about to happen it's coming upit takes courage to enjoy itthe hardcore and the gentlebig time sensualitywe just met and i know i'm a bit too intimatebut something is coming upand we're both includedit takes courage to enjoy it the hardcore and the gentlebig time sensualityi don't know my future after this weekendand i don't want toit takes courage to enjoy itthe hardcore and the gentle big time sensuality

Friday, December 7, 2007

Portrait 0f a Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's
problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we
can seek answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with it's untold stories.

But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may
grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and
happinesses are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter and joy.

Your decisions in life are not mine to
make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't give you boundaries which I have
determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change,
room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking
and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick
up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.


MaxiMiZe 2 tHe MaX

Have fun...
life is good.

No regrets...

whatever ur planin...

do ‘em...do ‘em now!

U just might someday find it too late...

think eXoTiC...

think survivor!!!

Wind in ur hair and sand at ur feet.

Discover d joy of getting dirty!

Don’t care what people say...
express urself!

Be rEaL!!!

Cut down on ur vices *ahem*
this might sound clichéd...

but really...


LiVe LiFe tO tHe FuLLeSt...


don’t be lazy...

do something with ur time...

study (;p)...

hang out...

do crazy stuff...


there are a lot of people I know who’re bein “CrAzY” :)

help somebody out...

always be confident.

Nurture ur relationships.

Don’t be in a hurry 4 anything. (Contradicting huh?!)

hold ur head up high.

Have faith.

Believe in GOD!!!

There’s almost nothing we cant do!

Patch things up with ur ultimate worstest enemy.

Touch everybody’s life u cross.

Don’t let bad instances ruin ur whole day!

Live like there’s no tomorrow!


Laugh til there’s no more sound!


Wednesday, November 21, 2007

H - A - S - H - I - S - H

The resin obtained from the cultivated Indian hemp plant (cannabis sativa), is used as a hallucinogenic drug. It is known as charas in eastern Asia.
Most hashish comes from Lebanon, Nepal, and other Asian countries. The resin is separated from the flowering tops of the cannabis plant by beating the tops against burlap, thus forming lumps from which a dark brown exudates is obtained. Sugar is often mixed with this exudates to add weight.

Hashish is closely related to marijuana, which is made from parts of the plant itself. Marijuana is, however, less potent than hashish. The potency is thought to be determined by the amount of tetrahydrocannabinol (THC) present in the preparation. Marijuana usually has 0% - 3% THC, while hashish has from 10% - 15%.

use. Hashish has been used for centuries throughout the world. It is, for example, described in The Arabian Nights, by the Roman writer Pliny, and by the medieval traveler Marco Polo. It was used by French artists and writers in “Le Club des Hashichins” in the 1850’s.
Hashish is the form of cannabis most commonly used in western Europe, and it became increasingly popular in the United States during the late 1960’s. It is most frequently smoked in a water pipe or mixed with tobacco and smoked in an ordinary pipe. It is can also be eaten, but it less potent by weight when swallowed. Cannabis preparations are not presently used in medicine, but some preliminary work has been done to evaluate the possible usefulness of THC in medicine.

effect. The effect of hashish are stronger than those produced by marijuana, but not so strong as produced by LSD. Hashish can induce a broad spectrum of mental changes, depending on the personality of the user, the setting in which drug is consumed, and the expectation of the user.
Most frequently, users describe a dreamlike fantasy. Time and space distortions occur and, rarely, hallucinations.
Anxiety and panic may also occur, but a feeling of euphoria is more frequently reported. Uncontrollable laughter is produced in some people. Sleepiness and craving for food also sometimes occur with hashish use, unlike LSD, which does not produce this effect.
The results of smoking hashish over long periods of time are not scientifically known. In those countries where hashish use is traditionally widespread, heavy use is considered detrimental. Apathy, loss of ability to think logically, and occasionally bizarre behavior have been frequently described as characteristic of habitual users. As with other disinhibiting drugs, a person under the influence of hashish may loose control and become aggressive. As a rule, however, passivity occurs, and the chronic users gravitates to a group of other heavy users, who make a “career” of hashish smoking.


Sidney M.Cohen, M.D.
Division of Narcotic Addiction and Drug Abuse
National Insitute of Mental Health

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

mulder and scully

I'd rather be liberated, I find myself captivated

Stop doing what you . . . Keep doing it too . . .

I'd rather stay bold and lonely, I dream I'm your one and only

Stop doing what you . . . Keep doing it too . . .


Things are getting strange, I'm starting to worry
This could be a case for Mulder and Scully
Things are getting strange, now I can't sleep alone


I'd rather be jumping ship, I find myself jumping straight in

Stop doing what you . . . Keep doing it too . . .

Forever be dozy and dim, I wake myself thinking of him

Stop doing what you . . . Keep doing it too . . .


My bed is made for two and there's nothing I can do
So tell me something I don't know

If my head is full of you is there nothing I can do?
Must we all march in two by two by two?


Things are getting strange, I'm starting to worry
This could be a case for Mulder and Scully
Things are getting strange, now I can't sleep alone


And as for some happy ending, I'd rather stay single and thin

Stop doing what you . . . Keep doing to me


Things are getting strange, I'm starting to worry
This could be a case for Mulder and Scully
Things are getting strange, now I can't sleep alone here


So what have you got to say about that?

And what does someone do without love?

And what does someone do with love?

And what have you got to say about that?



-- Mulder and Scully by Catatonia--

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YOU

you are first thought every morning
and
my last of every night

you are the brightness in darkness
and
the brightness in my light

your face is sheer perfection

your kisses.. a delight

your shyness makes me want you more

you are just a perfect sight

i only hope you love me as much as i love you

Because

you and i were meant to be..

as one instead of two

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One Of a Kind

there he goes again..

showing his -One Of a Kind- grin
along with that -One Of a Kind- twitch in those eyes
dressed up boyishly in his -One Of a Kind- style

oh..
how i love his -One of a Kind- ways
and that totally.. totally -One Of a Kind- face

but the most impressing of them all is,
his lovely, friendly, unbearable, attracting, hypnotizing,
absolutely undeniable -One Of a Kind- smile


--where can i find "him" ?--

Friday, September 28, 2007

Down To The Beach

Down to the beach
Down to the beach
On a sunny day we go

Beach bags packed with sun screen lotions
Hands rubbing people’s backs in slow motion
Glistening oily bodies radiating with sensation

Down to the beach
Down to the beach
Where a chilly sea breeze blows

Let’s have some fun
In the red-hot sun

Down to the beach
Only there the ladies reveal saucy behinds
Whenever the raging sun is still kind

Down to the beach
As never-ceasing waves play across the shores
People happily play dreading any rainy downpour

Down to the beach
Where young lovers closely nestle
As sand creatures cause the sand to bristle
Seagulls gliding in the air with screams and whistles
Kids picking up shells and building stormy sand castles

Down to the beach
Where mostly good vibes flow

Down to the beach
We go whilst there is still sun without snow


Copyright 2006 - Sylvia Chidi

Paroles et Musique

ils parlent avec des mots précis
puis y pronocent toutes leurs syllabes
à tout bout d’champ, y s’donnent des bis
y passent leurs grand’journée à table

y ont des menus qu’on comprend pas
y boivent du vin comme si c’tait d’l’eau
y mangent du pain pis du foie gras
en trouvant l’moyen d’pas être gros

ils ont des tasses minuscles
et des immenses cendriers
y font du vrai café d’adulte
ils avalent ça en deux gorgées

on trouve leurs gros bergers allemands
et leurs petits caniches chéris
sur les planches des restaurants
des épiceries des pharmacies

y dissent qu’y dinent quand y soupent
et y est deux heures quand y dejeunent

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

little too late

Hm.. this song really does make me laugh.
Knowing that i've been there, and it was hard to get through.

but that was just a past.



Come with me
Stay the night
Ya say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
Cause you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
I'm letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...