Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Back to old me..!!! Yaaay

C'mon.. Smangaaaat irmaaaa..!!!!
Hold urself together and find ur old self.. Get back all those sophisticated way of thinking wit increased skills as a survivor..!!!
Back to old me with stunning character and independency..!

I got lost yesterday, bcos I tried way too hard.. I stop trying now,I stop pushing myself and just let everything happen in natural ways.. Flowing.. And flowing.. And flowing..
And I can sense them,my lost parts, gettin closer to me.. They're coming closer to me.. I can sense them, I can feel them..
I know I'm on a right path now, all I have to do now is to stay on this path.. And soon, everything will back to their places.. I believe that..
I feel somehow relieved..


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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Bitter or better?

I'm sitting here, listening couple of songs that remind me of me and u few decades back, while watching u sleeping and wondering wut u were dreaming...
Everything now is a riddle for me.. There's always a big question mark on every popped-out thought about us..
Will it remain bitter..?
Or it'll gettin better..?
Bitter or better..?
Time will give the answer..
I'll wait.. And try hard to be me, the old me with all feelings that I have for u, feelings that will not change until the end..
Just remember one thing,darling..$
When I say I don't love u, I lied..
And when u say u love me, I hope it's for real..
Bcos I can't kill those feelings.. It's not fair for them..
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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Waiting the sun..

I am sleepy..
Tired
But I dun wanna go to bed.
I prefer sitting on living room and enjoy myself..
Alone..
In silence..

Happy eid everyone..
Do forgive me for all mistakes I've made, consciously (oops..my bad!) or unconsciously (it's human's nature)
And do prepare for the next upcoming mistakes.. He eh LOL

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

I feel wrecked

I dunno why..
I'm sad and down and desperate and devastated and depressed and so on.. U can add another negative feeling, and believe me there's no limit..


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Uncertainty

Mulai deh.. Klo udh dlm sikon yg kyk gini.. Mulai brisik ni di dalem kpala.. Ada yg bisik2..ada yg triak2.. Akh.. Gaduh.. Pusing...
Jdi mkir gw, apa yg hrs dlakuin yah.. Kok antara mw maju dan diem ja di tempat.. Msh bingung mw mutusin maju atw diem, eh malah mundur gw nya.. Ga sadar pula.. Tahik..
Sbnrnya gw ni dimana koordinatnya.. Klo di cartesius tuh gw di koord mana??? X=0 atw Y=0 ...???!!!!

Pussssssssiiiiingeheeekkkk...!!!!!!

Bete bete bete
Bingung mw ngapain.. Mw tidur tpi blm ngantuk!!!!!
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Friday, September 18, 2009

Friday..

Mmmh... Smalm bis SOTR brg anak2 komplek..
Trus plg ampe rmh pagi, tidorrrrrr..
Woke up @10 then .. Ngapain yah? Grasak grusuk and grasak grusuk trusss..ngapain lgi yah? Ah.. Well.. Another grasak grusuk.. Trusss.. He eh.. Ga tau ngapain lagi.. Auk ah..

Bingung mw nulis paan lgi..
Udh yak..
Ga meaning jga ni tulisan..


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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Demi rambut

Nyehehehehe..
Demi rambut ku rela berpanas2an
Demi rambut ku rela ngantri sejam lebih..
Demi rambut ku rela ... Apa yah? He eh.. Prasaan tdi pas dipikirin byk bgt.. Pas mw dtulis ko ilang smua??

Damn..

Oh iya.. Demi rambut ku rela jdi tambah cantik dan mempesona... Huehehehe
Babik..

Oh yaa.. Demi rambut ku rela kpalaku sakit gr2 tarikan2 si mbak noni..
He eh.. Itu sih emg prosesnya yawh?

Kbelet pipis ini skrg...

Mgkn bgini yah rutinitas jadi "janda sementara" ...

Uuuuuuuw.... Ku trima ku trima ku trima asal rambutku indaaaah.... Tak apa gak pake bju pas lebaran.. Asalkan rambutku indaaaah... Hahahaha


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