DaMn…!!!!

HeLp mE

pLeAsE……….

HeLp mE

hhahhahha....

fair enuffffff...............

he'll be gone soon,
so.......
im still gonna try wit my 80%
still gonna try to luv my 80%

damn.........
confused.... confused... so fffin confused.

hmmmpff..... too many guys but there's only one ME. hhahahahahahaa...
oh...boys, please dun make me choose.

tae bgt ah gw.. mulai brantakan ni dunia perjalangan. duh duh gawat... ya ya ya.. rock boy, please come in and ffck me! hahahahaha
he is the 2nd rare lips. duh duh... with rare kisses...makin duh duh duh,,,... and u know wat?? he got the style.. u know, style that makes me go "uh" and "hmmm" along with thousands of dirty thoughts.. hahahaha......
but surely this is dangerous.
cos im tryin to fall in LUV here, hello??????!!! and he came!!!! damn.... and... and... and...um.... i want him too... ahahahaahaha....and im charmed....and...im ffcked!!! hahahahaha
duh duh duh......... i like 80% alotssssss.... but i like rock boy too, alotsssss!!! gmana dunk???? blm lgi si blue-eyed, duh duh duh...ampuuuuuuuuuun........tpi mslh si blue-eyed sih emg ga trlalu penting, emg gw jga ga trlalu doyan2 bgt ma dia.gw bingung....bego bego bego.....everything is so ffcked up now, and will be more ffcked up later.. hahahaha.....susah yah klo emang j.a.l.a.n.k ampe kpn pun tetep jdi j.a.l.a.n.k walopun gw brusaha tobatttt.... tapi, damnnnn...........tak tahan godaan!! nope nope! bkn tak tahan godaan, tpi yah itu terjadi aja, tanpa diinginkan tanpa disadari tanpa diharapkan. emang udah jalan idup gw gini kali yah?
wadawwwww...... gawatttttttttttttt...... idiiihhh..... dramatis bgt yah gw... dramatis tae..!
udah ah...........................

got a nu job!!!!!!!!!!!

interview and written test on tuesday morning.
and on the afternoon [it was like 4pm] got a call saying that i'm in!!!!!!!
hahahah.... how cool was that??????
truuuuuuusss...... hari rabunya lsg masuk!!
hahaha.......... hebaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttt
anjrit gw hebat.

dan yg lbih hebatnya lgi lama 2 bln or 3 bln ini, gw cma masuk 12 hari di setiap bulan.
haghaghag,,,.... tpi gajinya tu bagusss... yah lumayan lahhhhh buat makan nasi padang :)

tau ah...

too damn tired to write much

c u later

it's been too long since i stucked in this delirium.

yesterday i was in luv, today not in luv, later? dunno..

Maybe it's bcos im heartless, i cant even know my real feelings towards sumone.

jadi..hmm...kmaren2 i thought that ada keanehan dlm hidup gw. Yah, yg berhubungan ma this heartless thing, dan ternyata keanehan yg enjoyable itu semu. duh,.. karena keanehan yg sbenernya bru aja dimulai malam tadi. havent sleep from nite until now, thinking about last nite. ah.. a fckin torchering wonderful nite [halah..].. damn, it's kiling me!!

hmmph...capek rasanya klo hrus terus2an nge-stuck dlm absurditas ini.tapi ga mau brenti juga. duh..gmana sih? gmana dunk? gmana yah? hahahaha... goblok.hiahahaha,... dbawa santaiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... pastinya siiiih... tpi teteppppp...!! ada aja bagian paniknya, bagian tegangnya, bagian dodolnya. tau ah...i am scaredddddddd... scared of this, scared of him. scared of what i felt. scared of what im feeling. scared of what i will feel. la .. la .. la .. am i less heartless now? i might be..yea..that is interesting..hohoho.... bcos i know it's only a matter of time til u walk out. hmmm...

damn..!! why do u have to be so mean ???!!

damn..!! why do u have to be so devilish ???!!

damn..!!

why do u have to be so lovable, darling...??

wat's wit today ya?
so many nu people come...

seneng sih seneng....
hahaha..

yaaaaaaaaah......... making my life more colorful lah!!

thank GOD......

no one walks out of my life, but instead i got lotss of nu people coming in.....

niii....some of the photos....

me and my luvly autisic pal.. hahaha.... cowok yg paling cantik dan bodoh dan autis yg pernah ku temui!!!! hahahaha [pisss yoooo!!!]

me and my sister-in-law... and also my good friend!! [luv u, mitchie]

aku dan febry yg super besaaaaaar...!!!!!

hahahahahaha

dari kiri ke kanan :

Febry, ayub, uban dan aku..!!!!