And that is unfinishable homework..
Mjdi irma yg slalu brave and strong.. And tough..
Emm.. I wonder, I'm tough enuff and how tougher can I'll be than how tough I am now..?
Weeewh..bingung itu barusan mksdnya gmn?? Kalimatnya brantakan..

bodo amat ah..
Tpi prcaya deh.. I'm doing my homework kok.. Always.. Wlpn kyknya ga akn slese2.. But at least I'm doing it..
Ya ga..
Penting ga..? ENGGA !!!

Hehehehe

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing..
I said nothing can take away these blues
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl u better try to have fun
No matter what you'll do
But he's a fool`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

all the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try

Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

I know it's been some time
but there's something on my mind

You see
I haven't been the same since that cold November day.
We said we needed space
but all we found was an empty place

And the only things I learned is that I need you desperately.
So here I am and can you please tell me:

Where do broken hearts go
can they find their way home

Back to the open arms of a love that's waiting there?
And if somebody loves you
won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes and I know that you still care for me.

I've been around enough to know that dreams don't turn to gold

And that there is no easy way
no
you just can't run away.
And what we had was so much more than we ever had before

And no matter how I try
you're always on my mind.
So here I am
and can you please tell me:

Where do broken hearts go
can they find their way home

Back to the open arms of a love that's waiting there?
And if somebody loves you
won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes and I know that you still care for me.

And now that I am here with you I'll never let you go

I look into your eyes
and now I know
now I know:

Where do broken hearts go
can they find their way home

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up these defenses, you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you..
then one stupid person,-no different from any other stupid person-, wanders into your stupid life.
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
not just in the mind.
It's a soul hurt,
a body hurt,
a real gets inside you and rips you apart pain.
I hate love..

Love is a word that is constantly heard,
Hate is a word that is not.
Love, I am told, is more precious than gold.
Love, I have read, is hot.
But Hate is the verb that to me is superb,
And Love but a drug on the mart.
Any kiddie in school can Love like a fool,
But Hating, my boy, is an Art.

"Menunggu"
adalah salah satu hal yg..

Mampu membuat seorang irma seketika tidak pduli ktika ambulance lewat..

Mampu membuat irma diam tak bereaksi ktika ada seseorang yg lewat dan meludahkan dahak dgn santainya..

Mampu membuat seorang irma memejamkan matanya dan membungkam suara2 kecil dalam otaknya

Menunggu membuat ku menjadi aneh. Menjadi kuat, atau kebal atau apalah..bingung..
Menunggu sdikit memberikan efek positif pd diriku..
Itu kemarin2..
Sekarang???

Tidaaaaaak...!!!!!!

Mnunggu membuat migren ku kambuh!!!

Mnunggu membuat pandangan ku kabur,sampai ak tdk bisa membedakan antara pink dgn orange!!!

Mnunggu membuat ku membusuk,krn suara2 didalamku semua berubah menjadi belatung yg menggerogotiku dr dalam!!

Mnunggu membuat ku mual, enek, muak, sama sperti ak melihat dahak yang stengah mengering!!

Mnunggu membuat ku merasa mati. Tak berjiwa namun mempunyai nyawa. Tak bersemangat namun ad sdikit hasrat.
sperti mempunyai kaki tpi tidak tau bgmn cara berjalan.
sperti mencintai bulan tpi takut akan gelap malam.

Sperti meminum vodka namun takut mabuk..
Ahahaahhahahahahahha...
Ngaco..gilak..
Buntu ni kpala..
Mw bergerak..mnuju destruktivitas..

Yaaaaaa... Tunggu sayaaaaa...

I guess this is the time for me to stop being so damn stupid.. But it is still okay being dumb once a while :)

I gave lots of thinking til I decided to stop..
Stop thinking and be more careless..
Decided to not giving a gaddamn shit anymore..

Losing luv is hurts like hell.. But there is more than luv..it is friendship.. And I am giving it away now.

Let it be..
Maybe I am not gud enuff, but I do not deserve to be treated this way..
People have their own "-"s and "+"s , that makes the balance..
But if u are forcing to match the "-" with "-" , it will never work out..

I am glad I am here alone, and having a love that understands me and waits for me..
A love that willing to give time to be alone for me to figure it all..
A love that is not judging,
A love that supports my decision..

And now I come to my own decision, soon to be done..

Walk forward, I might looking back over my shoulder but not for this one..
I will not even take a glance of what had happened behind my back..

I am leaving it all behind..
Enuff of being stupid..
Stop sacrificing myself for something that unworthy..

I have a good love and wonderful family,
What else could I ask for..?

It is nearly perfect..
And,
It is truly enuff for me..

Thank GOD :)

Skrg lg d bdg,.
Ku memutuskan untuk berkeliaran k daerah yg ramai..
Krn emg cma niat muter2, ku memakai kaos gombrong dan clana pendek jins yg lumayan pendek plus sndal jepit..
Brkt dgn angkot..tak ad masalah and tak ad acara nyasar..
Sampailah d tmpt tujuan, dan bru terasa pas turun angkot ternyata hawa nya dingiiiin...!!! Aarkh..
Dingin nya makin brasa klo diem..trpaksa hrus jalan terus spy rasa dingin itu sdikit berkurang..
Gak lama perut kroncongan..
Lapaaarrrrr...
Cari makan dgn segera..
Naaah.. Akhirnya dpt tmpt makan, antri, order, bayar and cari tmpt duduk..
Dpt meja lsg duduk.. Wedewww..damn..!! Pas duduk diiiiingiiiiiin bangeeeeeeet!!! Kursinya kursi besi..astagaaah tuhaaan... Lsg sketika menggigil..dan hrus dtahan2 spy ga jd prhatian orang.. Tpi parah trsiksanya, krn hrus makan dan brarti sdikit melakukan "duduk-diam"..
Ahahahaha.. Makin menggigil dtambah lgi mnum cola dingin.. Oooowh... Mrasa beku!!!
Aah.. Hrus kmbali k tempat ku smulaaa... Disana hangatttt... Waduhh... Sialan bandung.. Ressehhh..
Menyebalkan dinginnya..
Tpi skrg ku sdh kmbali brada d tmpt hangat ku.. Santai.. Gulang guling dgn bebas..
Ehehehe.. Salah kostum itu wlpn kliatan spele, tpi bner2 bsa mematikan..pfiuh.. Untung aku selamat...

Come n close the curtain..
Cos wut we need is candlelight.
U n me, and a bottle of and hold me tight.
Cos we know,I'm goin away..
N how I wish..
I wished it weren't so
So take this wine, and drink wit me..
Let's delay our misery..