today... visit nia @her house.

nia baru dateng dari bandung, and i have a sinful business [hhahha]. jadi aku maen lah ke rmhnya.
dan disana ada her sister, and her sister's daughter [nia's nephew]. her nephew's name is Aurel.
aurel itu lucuuuuuuuuuuuuuu bangeeeeeeeedh... tapiii.... oh my god, she's so evil. judessssh beratttttt..... sumpahh.... nia is as brutal as me, as scary as me... and it's good 2 see her so powerless, and bein abused and exploited by her demonic nephew. hhahaha...

imagine.... cewek yg amat sgt brutal, mnakutkan, sinting, "sakit", doyan brantem, di aniaya oleh seorang anak umur 3 thn.
hhahaha... aurel slaps nia's face sooooo many times... and i knew for sure it hurtss.. ouchh... dan nia hanya bisa bilang "ouch... sakiiiit!" hhahhahahahaha....
dan itu blm cukup... aurel memukul dan melempar nia dengan stik golf... hahahahahahaa..... GOLF STICK !!!!! For ffck's sake!!!! ngahahahahahaaha.......... it must be hurts a lotsssssssss....
and again, nia can only say "ouuuuuucccchhhhhh.... sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit..!!!!" hahahahahahaha......

dengan puasnya ak ktawa ampe puaaaaaassss....bangedhhh!!!

trus maen2 lah di prosotan nya si aurel.... sambil masih mencela2.....
dan saya jatuuuuuuuuuhhh...... jatuh kebalik. iyaaaah.... i fell upside down...!!! sakitttttttt...... ya dan sialnya orang2 yg menyaksikan insiden menyeramkan itu [hha..dramatis!], instead of helping me, they laughed!!!!!!!! siallllllllllllllllllllll...............

as the results.... ankle, knee, thigh, back, neck, arm... smuanya sakit...!!! ugh.... im a silly lucky jalank....... hahahahahahahahhahaa

being in an "idiot-attack" [kind of syndrom dat makes me so damn idiotic... i mean... damn idiot] really pain d ass. and many embarassing moments happened. yea... stupid.. no.. idiot. so, yesterday, i went up late. jadi, in a rush siap2 untk kerja. dan witout taking a bath. i thought of taking a bath @ d office. so i put my presentation suit [cos i had 2 do a ffckin presentation]. and well, yessh,,.. i look so charming, and classy and elegant and sophisticated [hha... narcist]. luckily, my friend pick me up. so... yes, lucky... sampai kantor, i went straight to meeting room. and............... my dad was already there. and stare @ me like...hmmm.... i dunno... scary stare!!! while in other hands, i walked in wit a perfect high self esteem. and..... after a smile and a "good morning" ... i stood in front of them. and they laughed..... wut????? wut's wrong??? yaaaaah....... i still wearing my huge pighead slipper.... damn........ i didnt wear my high heels, instead i wore my ugly xtremely huge pighead slipper. yups.... n no need 2 tell u more. cos i know u can imagine how that ended up. fffck......

yessssh......

i will...

okay..

here r the latest updates bout my life.

physical state : not healthy at all [back to alcoholicity..damn!]

mental state : not good.. 2 b honest.. more screwed than be4, more loon than be4. not cool!

family life : aha... wish i could say "everything's ok"

social life : back to #1 j.a.l.a.n.k !!! haghag... no days wit soberity! [is it gud??]

work life : not jobless!! ahayyy... back bein a teacher. yea..

love life : love? wut d hell is dat?

overall.........

all i cAn do is SMILE and pretend everything's OK.

and actually, everything's OK, just a bit srewed here n there. but i'll manage. bcos dat's wut i always do. i'll be just fine. cos im always fine. rite??????