Godaan saat bertobat

Huehehehehe...
sumpah!! judulnya keren bner yak?
Ada yg bkl percaya g ya?
sum people who knew me well will believe it.
emang mw bertobat itu susah.
bakaln byk godaan2 yg sulit sekali untuk ditolak.

contohnya:

1. Nongkrong brg bersama teman2, then they alcoholized theirselves... but i said "no"

2. after being alcoholized, they smoked and got high on THC, and i still said "no"

3. Got home, and other friends came... they sniffed fat lines of coke.. argh.. i said "no"

4. The next day. cousins came,took me for a walk... then they smoked hasch.. oh.. damn.. but i said "no"

5. Got home, and they came again... smoked again, and still i said "no"

6. The next day. They picked me up. Having brunch together accompanied by red and sparkling white wine... uff... i said "no".. even tho... ah.. forget it..

Uff... i wonder.. what will come tomorrow?

but... i will still say "no" no matter what happen.

wish me a very good faith... to stay sober.. amin...