me and lamount...

hubungan yang aneh...

we're connected in a weird way..
freakily, terkadang qta punya lompatan pikiran yang sama.
or...
apa yah?
sering bgt tiba2 ngucapin kata yg sama saat lgi bengong. atau lgi ngomongin hal yg ga ada hubungannya ma kata yg kita ucapin.
and so many dumbily stupid things we did..


entah mw nulis apa..
enak aja gitu, di tengah tuntutan lingkungan sosial gw yg mengharuskan gw menjadi apa yg mereka harapkan, trus saat dideket lamount gw bisa bener2 jadi diri gw apa adanya..
being dumb, being ugly, bein idiot, bein loon.. yea... u name it lah... i can be wutever, and he still think im great and fantastic..
hihihi...
sbenernya yg dungu gw atau dia sih?

hihihihihihi
taetaetaetae
huhuhuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

ga bisa tidur!!!!
bingung mw ngapain
roko abis, duit ga punya, mw tidur ga bisa, mw ngemil ga ad makanan..
hiahahahaha... sumpah...sial bgt nih...

hppy monday udah lewat, skrg udah selasa, aaargh... mulailah bad luck menghampiri saya...

knp yak, bad luck + kesengsaraan idup pada doyan bgt nyamperin gw?
kbanyakan dosa kah????

wkwkwk...
sapa sih yg ga suka daydreaming.. emg udh sifat dasar gw yg full of imagination, tiap ga ada kerjaan pasti daydreaming.. hahaha.. emg salah yah? engga kan?
cuma eh cuma... lama2 ko jdi agak sulit ngebedainnya yah?
hihi.. emg dasar gw dungu aj... mulai berdelusi...
pas udh nyadar, eh,,,,, needs nya nambah.
aah.. another thing that should written on my list (entah to do list, shopping list, vacation destination list..yea..wutever lah)
jadi bingung kan..
actually, im trying hard to find the real meaning and differences of need and want in a very practical and realistic way.
tapi susah bgt loh...
kadang something that i want berubah jadi (seolah-olah) something that i need, nope, salah, something i really (really!) need.
huehehehe...

my brother used to say "hey, stop daydreaming.. tambah gila ntar..!"

as usual, i never stop, i cant stop...
daydreaming is my inspiration's trigger.. and also conflict's trigger.
but i like bein in such situation...
even now..
when im crashed,...

just smile, and pretending everything is okay, and start another dumb time and daydreaming..

mmhhh...
that's it for now.

tha"

jdi gini yah rasanya...

ribet bikin susu, ribet bikin promina...
ribet ngediemin klo nangis
ribet nemenin maen
ribet nge-nina boboin

ribet ribet ribet...
but i luv ribetness...
hahaha.....
jadi walaupun capek, ribet, bikin pusing, tetep aja.... ga bs ninggalin abel lama2, jd males pergi lama2, krn bawaannya kangeeeeeeeeen muluuuuu....

luv u, abel... my baby...

udah lama banget ga nulis yah, entah ga ada waktu atau emang ga mood atau apa lah...
setelah sekian lama ini, banyak bgt yang terjadi.. ga bs nyebutin satu persatu juga, tapi yah balance lah antara good things ma bad things nya..

so... to be honest, this started to feel like my 2nd home... tapi this is emang my 2nd home...
i like it (really..!!!) ..

ya udah lah... bingung mo nulis apa lagi..

just wanna let u all know, i am fine, and still alive til now.
(if u'r hoping that im dead, yea..u can ffck urself!!)

tha"